Qeelz..Qeelz..Qeelz

I had this dream last night about A'level result.In my dream,I had a pretty good result,that is A for my geography,B for my Sociology and D for my accounting.Well,I would wish it will come true but then thinking how dissatisfying I was when answering those papers made me think that I woulndt get such result :// Im just hoping that my result will be good and that would manage to go to the University to further my study.

I heard the result will come out somewhere end of July or early August either way I need to know my result as soon as possible. and Im going to quit my job somewhere in the early of August and hopefully to get a vacation after that..

So,all the best to you guys that are waiting for the result..Wish me all luck :)

Just before I went off to work today,i attended my friend's ceremony of 'akad nikah'.We were rushing after the cermony because it was already late

With a limited amount of time left for me to change my work uniform, leaving me with no choice but to change my 'baju kurung' in the car when we were on our way to my workplace and i was already late!

But overall,i would like to say, Congratulations to Aina and Halim for ...wishing you guys endless happiness.They are now,offically husband and wife..=)

It makes me wonder and think how might my wedding day would be..hmm...lol =P

hahahah..LOL



Gosh!!Im so intensely stressful right now..Im totally in no mood especially this afternoon.It seems like my dissatisfaction surrounds me and it fuels me with a huge amount of energy to get mad.

Ofcourse,something is bothering my mind and it keeps me in a very critical condition and when the other thing comes up and weight up the level of tense within me..then it will automatically turns me into an ugly bad-tempered witch........................ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!sasak ku eh

That was the first time ever I watched movie ALONE (without being accompnay)at the cinema!!haha..Im really not used to it.haha..I was only accompanied by the popcorn and a bottle of water and some strangers with their families behind my seat..I was sitting on the fourth row from the cinema screen..I was watching it in the morning just before my afternoon shift started and I watched Hellboy 2...it was a good movie,i guess..hahah :P and I watched the movie at Seri Kiulap Cineplex..lol =P

Im sitting here,listening to this slow song recalling the moments and thinking how might the future be and I wish this nightmare wont come true.I have this mix feelings,confusing me and every time I try not to think about these things by making myself a busy woman but then the more I try to avoid,the more it hurts me so much and I am not strong enough to control my emotions and burst into tears

It happen so fast. I never expect it to be that soon.I wasnt prepare much and ofcourse I was total shocked and frustrated.It's not anyone's fault. No one to be blamed.There's no hatred involve.There's nothing I could do.There's totally nothing..:/

I was looking for my old pictures last night in my laptop and guess what I’ve found? It was the chat logs which save msn messenger conversation since two years ago. Well, I read most of them including the conversation that I used to have with the special one, with old friends of mine and almost everything. I would say that they way I chat now and from the previous years were completely different, partly because I am far more mature now than two years ago. Not only that, I realized how deep I was and it was so funny that I laugh in the middle of the night alone in my room..

Things that I was forgetting is now recalling in my mind. It’s not that I’m gonna remember it on my mind permanently, its just that sometimes when recalling on what used to happen between people around you sometimes make me wanna say, ‘When there’s a mistake, there’s a lesson’ and God’s decision is the very very best! Ofcourse some moments were the best while others were worst but hey learning is part of life’s journey so get used to it..ahaha..

I also found some pictures that I used to have two years ago when I attended the ASEAN Campus Journalist/Leaders Exchange Programme Phase 2. Looking through those picture made me realize that Its time for me to fulfill my dream to visit them one by one at their respective ASEAN countries. (Laos, Cambodia,Myanmmar,Vietnam,Indonesia,Phillipine,Malaysia,Singapore, Thailand)
Seems like I have a big dream,huh? But I’ll try my best to save some money and travel to their countries and to see them and give them a hug.I misses Luang Prabang a lot!!with its beautiful scenery and waterfall and it will make you fall in love with it ;)

I just got back from work..(part-time work)It was my first day at work at the very last minute.I work for shift hours..I was called this afternoon around 3.45 and was asked to report at work around 5.oopm.My job was pretty easy,just answering the phone but it seems like the phone just can't stop ringing! But i guess i will be train do to something else apart from answering the phone.

My place of work is in Kiulap area but i can't tell the specific place where it is situated..=P but if you guys saw me somewhere just give me smile on your face alright?hehe =P

I used to know everything about History of Brunei from the school textbook back then when i was i form 5 where we study details about Brunei history for our O'levels.I love history as much as i love my own country infact i learn and observed from past history not only Brunei history but also my own history..

and now,i was asked to write article about 'History of Brunei' and i only have time until tomorrow afternoon before 3pm to finish my article.I went for interview in Tungku link this morning.Mr.Adam and Ms.Winifred interviewed me and I would say that both of them are great.

The position that i'm applying for is part-time tour guide. I would say that working in tourism industry had always been one of my dreams to learn and to gain more knowledge and experience.Besides,I LOVE travelling a lot..(i miss it)

Coming up..article on 'History of Brunei' on the next post..